My ex boyfriend Andreas who died from cancer in 2005 should have turned 47 yesterday, if he had lived. After he died I got confused, started soulsearching and got involved with shifty people who prayed on soulsearching people. I somehow thought the spirit of my beloved Andreas would lead me into the arms of the right person. In retrospect I'm amazed how much disaster he caused by just entering my life and even more so after his death. Therefore I have banished his soul and all his reincarnations from entering my life ever again, and all associations. Sounds harsh, but what I can do? The troubles he has caused are endless and severe.
No, he was not the love of my life. The cat in the picture was.