Waiting for an exciting new take on reality.
When you like me have thought so much through so many times, that even the most cosmic concepts have become old and boring and all you can do is focus on details in mundane constructions. Details that others found interesting enough to create, study and enhance, but that never caught my attention before because of their modesty, are what I have left to focus on.
Knowledge on a micromacro level. It's not even knowledge, it's awareness of other peoples ideas, that they perceive as knowledge due to lesser knowing.
Well, it's all so confusing and yet perfectly understandable at the same time, all leaves me to question why, but that is also a meaning I must create. Why must I do everything myself?