Creativity blossoms in all other areas.
I feel like making music, but my pile of books and tinnitus says no.
I feel like spending time on learning how develop succesfull apps, but my pile of books says no.
I feel like taking up oilpainting again, but my pile of books says no.
I feel like taking that denim fabric out of the closet and sew a coat, but my pile of books says no.
I feel like taking up studies in a completely different area, like quantum physics, but my pile of books says no.
It's not even my pile, they are all borrowed from the library and one of them is even overdue.
I don't know what it is about this subject ( oganizational communication) but it's so loose and unstructured that it slips out of your hands before you get a feel for its texture.
I want to apply it to a larger context, in a global context and compare it to subatomic structures, but I only have approximately 40 days. Not 40 days of full dedication to the subject either, but timewise including everything else one must do in a day.
Ambitions colliding with reality.