Friday, June 15

The long stay

I'm planning on staying until Midsummer, which is 19 days total. On day 10 now, 9 days to go. Well, it's a bit uncomfortable on my mothers couch and to find some time alone seems impossible. On the other hand, my son is getting his home throroughly cleaned. I'm in on sorting his wardrobe now, throwing away old stuff that is either too small, too out of style or too worn out. The out of style can stay in some cases, because you never know when it comes back. The too small fits me, so it's win-win situation. I have already acquired  three hoodies. The weather doesn't allow beachdays, yet. Raining now and it's been cold all week. Always some writing to do though, catching up on this and that.

Tuesday, June 12

I think he still wants me

πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚---" not a chance." , mm but look at those abs.

Sunday, June 10

North bottom

We went to see Solo: A Star Wars Story on Friday. As I might have mentioned: I have seen all Star Wars films in the cinema as they came out. One good thing I can accredit my mother, as a science fiction enthusiast, that she took me with her to watch the first three Star Wars: episode 4, 5 and 6. 
Then I had a relationship with a Star Wars fanatic for 13 years and when it ended I broke all his Star Wars toys. Wasn't more than fair, imo. When I had it up to here and reached (north) bottom. Well, that was some Star Wars curiosa.

It was entertaining. A little bit short on Kosmonaut Planemo references, but otherwise good.

Monday, June 4

All in Suits


Friday, June 1

Guys are avoiding me

This is new, and weird. At the bodycombat class every Wednesday there are usually at least three guys who take the class regularly, but all three have been absent the past three times at least. And, today the last day of class at the university, none of the guys in the class showed up.
Wonder if this is a coincidence or a pattern? The future will tell.  Oh and yes, keep me waiting half my life and see how that works out for you. This doesn't apply to internet though, just irl. Maybe I'm too scary to meet for real? Chicken. Migraine and bad mood all day. I was wondering why that was, then the rain and thunderstorm came. Problem solved. Started watching Suits. Not because Meghan Markle, I realized she was in the show, and who she was after perhaps two episodes:
- Isn't that the woman that got married to that prince somewhere..?
I like it though. Some really strange coincidences there as well. Other than that, I have just been trashing this newly formed band on fb. I thought they needed some constructive criticism instead of hearing about how cute and good they always are and how they never can do anything wrong because they are such sweethearts. Yes, it's sickening. Hence: me.

I'm having an 80's music crush, better late than never...again.

Wednesday, May 30

REO Speedwagon - Can't Fight This Feeling

Accidentally listened to a 80's love song playlist on Spotify and this really brought me right back. Love this song. But the video is ..very bizarre..and the haircuts. Maybe it's time to get a perm or at least a haircut. Maybe it's time to grow old? I told my dad that would never happen, that I would stay....Forever Young, I want to be forever young.. Into the light Leland, all songs are about dying...Don't you want me baby, don't you want me ooh-ooh.  The sign with 116 in that video.

It's the heat. Record heat in Sweden. Decades all blur together. Just 1000 words left on the exam. Will get up early and finish it. It's been a rather pleasant exam, a whole week, instead of last one: a weekend. Just type a little here, read a little there and think a little everywhere.

Monday, May 28

I am not a messy person

I am strictly organized individual. Everybody with any insight in my private life knows this. I have done extensive book-keeping when I had a company, I am writing exams, getting good grades etc. I don't color code my wardrobe anymore, due to pragmatism I have excluded that feature. My son is very much like me in those aspects ( except that he refuses to go back to school) and I often tell him when he blames himself (for whatever shortcomings he perceives and because "Everybody else blames others, I take responsibility for my choices.") that :
- We are in this life together. You are not to blame for everything that happens to you.
Meaning both literally and metaphorically on personal and societal levels. We don't live in vacuum, isolated from others, we live in symbiosis. We need to help and support eachother and work towards more inclusiveness of others, because we depend on their cooperation to survive. If we do this, then others might follow. If they don't, it's not our fault, it's their own as well, for chosing to exclude.
I would like to be a messy person though, they seem to have so much more fun and get excused all the time.  There's a rebel in me that peeks out every now and then, but when things get serious you can count on me, then I am the solid rock of loyalty and trust. You can ask anyone about that too. It's a trait we inherited from my grandmother.

Ok, back to writing scientific stuff. It's Monday. Remember Happy Mondays? Never really liked them. So basically, I'm not unpredictable at all, you just don't know me well enough.

I suppose the boy will become upset now. He doesn't like being mentioned on the blog. But you know, just to show that we are a perfectly normal family. Aside from my mother of course. That's the real nutcase. πŸ˜‚

I told my son I will come and sleep on his couch when I come up there, because sleeping on my mothers couch do involve cat-cuddling, which is nice, but it also involves 24-hour constant monitoring with suspicious comments about everything I do and say.